MIMI I DIDN'T EXPECT A FUCKING BREAK UP, OMG, I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS BEING TORN APART AND TRAMPLED ON "I... wanted to hear Fuma's voice." *cries tears of blood* His eyes are shadowed, marked with dark circles, and when the weak light above finally reaches them, they seem glossy and a bit swollen, as though he's been crying. Seeing Kento in such a state sends a sharp stab of pain through Fuma's heart, dredging up feelings he thought he had buried a long time ago, and this is the worst time and place for this to happen, the worst. THIS IS WHY YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE KENTO TO HIMSELF, FUMA!!! DO I HAVE TO HIT YOU?! just starts the car and watches Kento rest his head against the window, still wrapped in Fuma's jacket with one hand gripping the collar as though the jacket is his shield against the world and he's afraid someone will take it from him. OMG KENTOOOOOO /HITS FUMA ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD but he won't lean on them, Fuma knows, not like he needs to, for fear that he'll end up pushing them away. That was one thing Kento never seemed to worry about with him, always confident that Fuma would be by his side, but... O M G *screams in pillow* Fuma's hand traces gentle circles on his back and he relaxes into Fuma's touch as though it's something he's been waiting for for a long, long time - and maybe he has. OF COURSE HE HAS, YOU FUCKING MORON "You're an idiot. I'm an idiot. We're such idiots." YES I WOULD SAY SO Holding Kento like this, at this time, in this place, is the most intimate thing Fuma has ever done with another person, and he doesn't think he could feel closer to Kento than this even if he were inside him. SOBS "Do you think we made a mistake?" "I think we made a lot of mistakes." Fuma's arms tighten around Kento's waist and he bites back the tears welling up from a place so deep inside him that he hadn't even known it was there. *CLINGS TO KENTOSQUIRREL AND FUMADUCK PAINFULLY* "Then I want to go forward beside you. The way it's supposed to be. The way you said it would be." YES, TELL HIM, KENTO It's about time, Fuma thinks, leaning his head against Kento's and letting his own eyes fall shut. *SHAKES FUMA'S SHOULDER AND SOBS* "If you want coffee, you're on your own. I have no clothes and no money after I pay for this room." "They take your clothes? What kind of hotel did you bring me to?" That made me laugh. Idiots "Then... let's do it. Let's try again. Okay?" "I'll try as many times as you'll let me." Kento sounds close to tears and Fuma embraces him quickly, before he can let them fall, which Fuma is sure would lead to a chain reaction on his part in this state. *wheeps silently* IDIOTS
*whipes tears and tries to be coherent* Okay. Okay I am good now. Even if my comment consists of more screams than anything, thank you so much for this early birthday present ;___; I like drunk Kento *bad fan* But above all I like Fuma coddling him and them ending up together *still glares at Fuma as if it were all his fault*
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"I... wanted to hear Fuma's voice."
*cries tears of blood*
His eyes are shadowed, marked with dark circles, and when the weak light above finally reaches them, they seem glossy and a bit swollen, as though he's been crying. Seeing Kento in such a state sends a sharp stab of pain through Fuma's heart, dredging up feelings he thought he had buried a long time ago, and this is the worst time and place for this to happen, the worst.
THIS IS WHY YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE KENTO TO HIMSELF, FUMA!!! DO I HAVE TO HIT YOU?!
just starts the car and watches Kento rest his head against the window, still wrapped in Fuma's jacket with one hand gripping the collar as though the jacket is his shield against the world and he's afraid someone will take it from him.
OMG KENTOOOOOO /HITS FUMA ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD
but he won't lean on them, Fuma knows, not like he needs to, for fear that he'll end up pushing them away. That was one thing Kento never seemed to worry about with him, always confident that Fuma would be by his side, but...
O M G *screams in pillow*
Fuma's hand traces gentle circles on his back and he relaxes into Fuma's touch as though it's something he's been waiting for for a long, long time - and maybe he has.
OF COURSE HE HAS, YOU FUCKING MORON
"You're an idiot. I'm an idiot. We're such idiots."
YES I WOULD SAY SO
Holding Kento like this, at this time, in this place, is the most intimate thing Fuma has ever done with another person, and he doesn't think he could feel closer to Kento than this even if he were inside him.
SOBS
"Do you think we made a mistake?"
"I think we made a lot of mistakes." Fuma's arms tighten around Kento's waist and he bites back the tears welling up from a place so deep inside him that he hadn't even known it was there.
*CLINGS TO KENTOSQUIRREL AND FUMADUCK PAINFULLY*
"Then I want to go forward beside you. The way it's supposed to be. The way you said it would be."
YES, TELL HIM, KENTO
It's about time, Fuma thinks, leaning his head against Kento's and letting his own eyes fall shut.
*SHAKES FUMA'S SHOULDER AND SOBS*
"If you want coffee, you're on your own. I have no clothes and no money after I pay for this room."
"They take your clothes? What kind of hotel did you bring me to?"
That made me laugh. Idiots
"Then... let's do it. Let's try again. Okay?"
"I'll try as many times as you'll let me."
Kento sounds close to tears and Fuma embraces him quickly, before he can let them fall, which Fuma is sure would lead to a chain reaction on his part in this state.
*wheeps silently* IDIOTS
*whipes tears and tries to be coherent* Okay. Okay I am good now. Even if my comment consists of more screams than anything, thank you so much for this early birthday present ;___; I like drunk Kento *bad fan* But above all I like Fuma coddling him and them ending up together *still glares at Fuma as if it were all his fault*