ext_118080 ([identity profile] goodbyelover.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] writetomyheart2015-10-09 11:45 pm

[Team Four] Once Upon a Dream

(I think I've already used this title whatever idgaf)

Still in BTS hell. This was supposed to just be angst, but then fairytales decided to get involved, so this is apparently the ending of a Frozen/Tangled mashup featuring Yoongi - Disney's grumpiest princess.




“Everything’s going to be just fine,” Yoongi tried to say as he pressed his jacket against Jungkook’s gut. “Everything’s going to be okay, okay?”

“This was… not in the plan,” Jungkook said, skin pale in a deadly contrast to the deep red blossoming from his stomach. He was still smiling, even through the pain, and Yoongi wanted to break things so he could put Jungkook back together.

“It’s okay,” he kept repeating, because maybe if he said it enough times, it’d come true. Hadn’t his father - not his father, no, no, a father would never have done this - always said something about practice making perfect? (Jungkook was so perfect already, but Jungkook was dying.) “It’s okay. We’re going to get someone, someone… Fuck.”

He looked around, desperately hoping for help to somehow arrive, but Hoseok and Namjoon were traveling west, they were long gone by now. Seokjin had to be back in the tavern now, safe and sound. Yoongi realized with growing horror that there was no way any of their friends would find them this deep in the woods.

“Hey.” Jungkook’s soft voice brought Yoongi back to the moment, a gentle, trembling hand reaching up to touch his cheek. “C’mon, hyung… it’s okay, yeah? I’m glad you’re safe.”

“It wasn’t worth i-it.” Yoongi’s voice cracked on the last word, vision blurring with tears. He swiped them away furiously, not caring that he smeared blood across his face. “It wasn’t worth it, you stupid asshole.”

Jungkook was still smiling, strained and quivering. “Why… Why not? It was for you.”

“And I wasn’t worth it,” Yoongi snapped, trying to bury his pain in fury, but it wound its way through his veins, and there were tears and hurt and Jungkook. “What the f-fuck is wrong with you, Jungkook?”

Jungook’s eyelids began to close, his breathing stuttering and slowing down. “Sorry… I’m so sorry I couldn’t get you h… home.” And the boy forced his his gaze up, one last time. “I’ll… I’ll dream of you, okay? Don’t be sad.”

“Please don’t,” Yoongi whispered, clutching at Jungkook, but you couldn’t hold a life in your hands and keep, and Yoongi could feel him slipping away. If he could take back every wish he’d made on those floating stars, he would, because then he’d never have tried to find ‘home’ and Jungkook would be somewhere, somewhere safe and happy. “Jungkook, please.”

But Jungkook’s eyes closed, one last breath shuddering through his body, and then he stilled in Yoongi’s arms.

I’ll dream of you.

Yoongi held Jungkook to his chest and howled, unable to see the soft light glowing around them as grief overcame him.



tag for [livejournal.com profile] singilu (You can either use the official last word or the one struck out... I think??? 8X
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[personal profile] bluedreaming 2015-10-11 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Cries all over you YOU KILLED HIM Like I know you said you were going to but BUT

[identity profile] drainbamage954.livejournal.com 2015-10-11 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS I WASN'T. I knew it was coming but I wasn't ready ;;
this is stunning and i like how you kind of had the vague hints about it being in tangled/frozen with a few references, but it truly has it's own distinct feeling ;;
and now, off to go mourn a bit...
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[personal profile] bluedreaming 2015-10-12 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
OH WAIT I MISSED THE SOFT LIGHT ORZ OKAY ORZ