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writetomyheart2019-03-26 07:52 pm
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[team sonic] hate
I've had a bad week...and it's only Tuesday. Might as well get my angsty feels out by keeping sonic alive, even if I barely managed a paragraph!
Starting words from As Thin as Glass
To begin with it was jealousy. Simple jealousy, because Yamada got the centre position instead of him. Jealousy is an ugly beast though, and if left untamed can grow into uglier things still – resentment, hate.
“I hate him.” Yuto had said, more than a couple of times, alone in his room after a fight with Yamada. It felt different this time though. Instead of the burning anger that flushed his face and shook his fists, this was something calmer, something cold, like a gaping hole somewhere in his core. This time he meant it.
Starting words from As Thin as Glass
To begin with it was jealousy. Simple jealousy, because Yamada got the centre position instead of him. Jealousy is an ugly beast though, and if left untamed can grow into uglier things still – resentment, hate.
“I hate him.” Yuto had said, more than a couple of times, alone in his room after a fight with Yamada. It felt different this time though. Instead of the burning anger that flushed his face and shook his fists, this was something calmer, something cold, like a gaping hole somewhere in his core. This time he meant it.