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writetomyheart2013-11-05 02:59 pm
[Team Two] Let the past go.
And it made me cry, but I don''t think this fic is sad? It's suppose to be fluffy, and a bit sad....
Anyways have Snowman fic!
He needed to grow a pair. Miyadate decided as he looked across Snowman's dressing room at their youngest member. He was absorbed in some book as usual while the others loudly messed around with one another. Miyadate felt himself uncomfortable at the idea of walking the couple of meters across the room to the younger male. Suddenly Watanabe nudged him causing Miyadate to jump in surprise. Watanabe's amused expression melted as he examined Miyadate's worried face. Miyadate looked away from his childhood friend, he wasn't even sure what the big deal was himself, and he had no way of explaining it, especially to the out going Watanabe Shota. The next few moments Watanabe spent with a stare switching between Miyadate and Abe.
To Miyadate's shock Watanabe left his side and walked over to Sakuma who was reading a manga on the couch. Miyadate furrowed his eyebrows and wondered why his best friend had just let him be, that was not like Watanabe or anyone in their group really. Miyadate watched Watanabe whisper something to Sakuma, ignoring the minor jealous curiosity. Miyadate returned to his problem.
His problem put his book aside, rubbed his eyes cutely, and then stared directly at him. The whispers became loud as Miyadate felt himself like a deer caught in headlights. He couldn't look away. His face began to heat up, Abe's face mirrored his own. It wasn't either of them that stopped the awkward staring contest, but instead Iwamoto who slammed his dirty magazine he and Fukazawa had been giggling about down on the table.
Miyadate looked at his friend with wide eyes, but was grateful for the interuption. This was far more awkward and difficult than he had originally imagined. The others looked at Iwamoto as the tallest of their group glared between the two of them. “Just fucking make-out already!” he ragged, clearly done watching the whole thing happen across the room. The rest of Snowman looked at Iwamoto for a moment, before most burst out in laughter. Iwamoto glared at his fellow snowmen that were laughing, unable to understand what was funny about any of this.
Miyadate felt like his face was on fire. The wasn't what he was going for at all! He just wanted to TALK to Abe, to make things less awkward between them. Apparently that wasn't the way it looked to the others though. Watanabe stopped laughing the first, he looked at Iwamoto “That isn't what this is about, though now that they have thought about it maybe. Remember what happened on Takkichannel? That's what this is about.” Watanabe's amusement could not be hidden. Iwamoto gave Watanabe a look that clearly stated he did not buy that reasoning one bit.
Sakuma grabbed Iwamoto by the shirt collar and pulled. “Lets leave for now.” he used his best Sakumanager voice that he could muster with a grin on his face. Fukazawa followed obediently, but not before grabbing the magazine Iwamoto had thrown on the table. Watanabe waited for the others to leave before first before fixing both Miyadate and Abe with an amused stare.
“We have to be ready for an interview in a half hour, so don't get too carried away.” Watanabe grinned. Sure, he knew Miyadate hadn't been thinking along those lines at all, but things change. Abe's horrified face reminded Miyadate that he was not alone with his mortification. Watanabe left the room with a wink, the door closing behind him with a click.
The sudden silence was deafening. Abe broke first, thankfully. “Ummm so about what you said, you know on Takkichannel recently, did you really not want me to come back? Be honest” Abe voiced his thoughts. He knew everyone had made it so his place remained, but he couldn't help but wonder if the rift that he had made was as small as everyone pretended it to be.
Miyadate took a deep breathe, finally what they really needed to talk about. “No, I just felt betrayed. You picked being smart and studious over us, and I felt abandoned. I may have been hurt, and unable to accept your choices, but that doesn't mean I didn't want you back Abe-chan.” Miyadate for the first time since that awkward staring contest looked Abe in the eyes.
Those eyes showed a gleam of tears as the youngest snowman nodded. Miyadate steeled himself as he walked over to the younger man. He felt so awkward. He meant what he said, he was upset that something else mattered more than them, but he also knew that snowman was not complete without Abe. Miyadate waited until Abe got a hold of himself, he watched the younger man. The way his inner battle showed on his face and posture, the way his fists clenched as he tried to not let his emotions take him over. He was fascinated, Miyadate had never really taken the time to see just how hard Abe worked on himself.
A few stray sniffles remained as Abe took a deep breath. “Thanks for telling me the truth. Miya-chan is great.” The smile on Abe's face was one that was at peace. Miyadate felt somehow relieved that Abe was OK with everything. Miyadate himself felt a lot better as well. The fact that Abe had worried so much about everyone else despite leaving temporarily proved he would always be a snowman. Letting go of past problems was part of growing up, and it was time to grow up a little more Miyadate decided.
The silence was not nearly as awkward now, both of them realized as they shared a small smile with one another. The whispers from outside reminded Miyadate that the others were convinced this was a crush issue, and maybe a little bit it was. After all, why did Miyadate care so much that Abe choose something else for a small time? Abe fiddled with his shirt as he turned red, probably with similar thoughts to his own.
Miyadate grinned and grabbed one of Abe's hands in his own. Abe's face looked adorably confused for a moment, before he turned cherry red. Oh, this could work Miyadate smirked. “Might as well give the others what they want. Maybe what I want too.” With those words Miyadate leaned forward his lips brushed across Abe's for a small second. He pulled back to a very happy, but bright red Abe.
“Alright, we are coming in!” Watanabe announced loudly. Miyadate watched the door open, he kept Abe's hand in his. Iwamoto grinned in a self satisfied way, Sakuma nudged Iwamoto in the stomach in response, Fukazawa looked too interested in the magazine he was holding, and Watanabe raised his eyebrow. “Are you enjoying turning Abe-chan into a tomato?”
Abe let out a groan of unhappiness, he hid his face in Miyadate's shoulder with a whine. “Maybe, why not? It's cute.” Miyadate told Watanabe back. The two old friends stared at each other for a long moment before both broke out into a grin. Abe poked his head back out and watched the exchange with a happy smile. The members of snowman all smiled, happy that things seemed at peace and back to normal.
“Alright enough! We have to get ready.” Sakuma spoke stealing the magazine from Fukazawa who whined, Iwamoto chuckled but stopped when Sakuma reminded his who the magazine belonged to. Watanabe winked at Miyadate and Abe before taking off his shirt to change. Abe's hand squeezed Miyadate's and the both smiled at each other before separating. Things may not be perfect in Snowman land, but this was a foot in the right direction.
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I almost cried writing Miyadate and Abe talking about it!
XD Thanks for reading~
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I hope you don't mind me saying but it's so rare to find fic where Date and Nabe aren't OTP. I'm actually really digging the appeal of DateAbe XDDD But Snow Man are OT6, any pairing works~
Thank you for writing this! It was cute and lovely!