[team four] sexology

[chankapana.livejournal.com]

okay i'm really sorry this is short and boring and lackluster in everyway honestly i don't want it to be read at all but i didn't want to post a skip either. playful banter that turns into some kind of heartfelt fluff...ish it's a blurb. a drabble. nothing fully developed here folks!

including the characters. underage sex mention.

"For science~ Let's try it for science~" Jinguji snides, sliding closer to Genki and wrapping an thin arm around his waist, moving to rest his chin on the older boy's shoulder, looking up at him with big eyes.

"I told you... I'm... I'm not sure," Genki says, voice quiet as he looks away, "I read that it hurts..."

Shifting again, Jinguji presses his forehead to Genki's, watching him for a moment before he speaks again, voice a soft sigh.

"I won't let you get hurt, I promise. We can only do as much as you're comfortable with, ne," he steals a chaste kiss and nuzzles his nose against the other's. "Besides... we've been dating for a while now, I know you must be curious..."

But maybe he wasn't. Jinguji wasn't really of the mindset that it was possible for people not to be interested in sex, but hey, maybe it was. Genki frowns a little bit at the supposition that he wants to do it. While he is in fact curious, Jinguji's wording worries him, but only as much as anything that came from Jinguji's mouth could. He sighs, resigned and nods his head a little.

"If it's for science," he starts and Jinguji immediately assures him that it is, "I guess it's okay."

Jinguji silently cheers as he nuzzles his face against Genki's cheek, which slowly turns into a kiss at the corner of his lips, and transitions into a full-fledged kiss.

Genki was never in any rush for their make out sessions to turn into anything more, but he knew from the moment that he said yes to Jinguji, that this was something that would come up in their future. His anxieties are eating him alive and he moves his hands to Jinguji's chest, pushing him away, just gently.

"Puu..." he says quietly, his eyebrows coming together.

Jinguji can tell something isn't all right as he sits back on his haunches, tilting his head as he gently kneads at Genki's chest. Wasn't everything okay just a little while ago? He frowns, uncertain at first what he should make of the situation.

"I just don't think we should jump into it so quickly... is all..." and that's when he feels it, the undeniable feeling of tears welling up behind his eyes, and it's hard to stop them when you're lying on your back. This is cause for alarm on Jinguji's part, and he moves to pull the older male into a tight embrace. The last thing he ever wanted to do was to cause Genki any sort of discomfort, physical or otherwise.

"Stupid... if you don't want to do something, just tell me... you don't have to go along with it for my sake," Jinguji looks a bit downtrodden. There's no mistaking that he wants this, and that it's something important to him. Moving away from Genki, Jinguji comes beside him, pulling him tightly into his arms, unrelenting in affection.

"But I don't want to disappoint you," Genki says, sniffling as he turns to bury his face in Jinguji's chest. "You really want to do it right? Today isn't even the first time you brought it up..."

Frowning as he hears these words, Jinguji presses a kiss to Genki's temple and shakes his head, shushing him. "Genki," he assures him in a sweet but firm voice, "We don't have to do anything," Jinguji sighs quietly, a small smile finding its way onto his face. "It's true that I want to do it, but maybe we should wait until you want to do it too. It's not killing me or anything,"

There comes a quiet laugh at as he finally adds, "I only want to do it so much so I can be closer to you, anyway."

defiancebyfire please make up for my failure hahaha

Comments

[ributa.livejournal.com]

hi i really like this. esp how jinguji accepts that genki doesn't want to do it, i totally wasn't expecting that. ♥