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writetomyheart2015-08-25 02:16 pm
bluedreaming) wrote in writetomyheart2015-08-25 02:16 pm
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[team sonic] ずっとキミを愛していく
First words from here.
According to my lj notification email I'm still in time!!!
The title is from Let Me Talk To U by Jin Akanishi. I'll use the Anglicized word order here since that's what's written.
"On your back," Yixing says, gently pushing Jongin down onto the bed; his words are bossy but he's laughing, Jongin grinning up at him and Yixing just wants to take all the love bubbling up in his chest and somehow give it to Jongin but he doesn't know how, so he settles for leaning down, arms resting on either side of Jongin's head as he presses a gentle kiss to the left side of his mouth, then the curve of his upper lip, then up to the middle of his forehead. These gentle kisses burn his mouth, tingling in his lips, a kind of sharp sweetness as he presses a gentle rain of kisses to every surface of Jongin's face, trailing down to the bone of his jaw and the crook of his neck and Yixing doesn't even realize that he's crying until Jongin stops him with a soft hand on his shoulder.
"Are you okay?" he asks, and Yixing realizes that his eyes are flooding with tears. He swallows, tries to blink away the wet in his eyes but only succeeds in dripping the warm saltiness onto Jongin's cheeks.
"I—" he tries to say, but the words won't come out and he gulps as more tears flood his vision, making Jongin's concerned face blurry as he pulls himself up on his elbows, pulling Yixing into his lap and wrapping his arms around him.
"It's okay," Jongin mumurs into the soft skin of Yixing's neck; he's so sensitive there and Jongin always remembers. Jongin always remembers everything.
"Do you ever feel," Yixing tries to say, and his voice cracks but he keeps talking anyway, "do you ever just love someone so much that that it's too much to hold in your body?" His words trail off into the soft fabric of Jongin's t-shirt and Jongin rocks him back and forth and hums and Yixing takes the feelings overflowing from his chest and channels them out of his eyes, tears dripping down Jongin's back, out of his skin, arms wrapped around Jongin's back; he's pressed so close to Jongin's chest that he can feel his heart beat, both of their heartbeats slowly synching up as Yixing breathes and just lets himself love, Jongin holding him together.
"I just love you so much," Yixing whispers, and Jongin nuzzles his face into Yixing's neck, still careful not to poke.
"I love you more," he says, and Yixing knows it's true.
According to my lj notification email I'm still in time!!!
The title is from Let Me Talk To U by Jin Akanishi. I'll use the Anglicized word order here since that's what's written.
"On your back," Yixing says, gently pushing Jongin down onto the bed; his words are bossy but he's laughing, Jongin grinning up at him and Yixing just wants to take all the love bubbling up in his chest and somehow give it to Jongin but he doesn't know how, so he settles for leaning down, arms resting on either side of Jongin's head as he presses a gentle kiss to the left side of his mouth, then the curve of his upper lip, then up to the middle of his forehead. These gentle kisses burn his mouth, tingling in his lips, a kind of sharp sweetness as he presses a gentle rain of kisses to every surface of Jongin's face, trailing down to the bone of his jaw and the crook of his neck and Yixing doesn't even realize that he's crying until Jongin stops him with a soft hand on his shoulder.
"Are you okay?" he asks, and Yixing realizes that his eyes are flooding with tears. He swallows, tries to blink away the wet in his eyes but only succeeds in dripping the warm saltiness onto Jongin's cheeks.
"I—" he tries to say, but the words won't come out and he gulps as more tears flood his vision, making Jongin's concerned face blurry as he pulls himself up on his elbows, pulling Yixing into his lap and wrapping his arms around him.
"It's okay," Jongin mumurs into the soft skin of Yixing's neck; he's so sensitive there and Jongin always remembers. Jongin always remembers everything.
"Do you ever feel," Yixing tries to say, and his voice cracks but he keeps talking anyway, "do you ever just love someone so much that that it's too much to hold in your body?" His words trail off into the soft fabric of Jongin's t-shirt and Jongin rocks him back and forth and hums and Yixing takes the feelings overflowing from his chest and channels them out of his eyes, tears dripping down Jongin's back, out of his skin, arms wrapped around Jongin's back; he's pressed so close to Jongin's chest that he can feel his heart beat, both of their heartbeats slowly synching up as Yixing breathes and just lets himself love, Jongin holding him together.
"I just love you so much," Yixing whispers, and Jongin nuzzles his face into Yixing's neck, still careful not to poke.
"I love you more," he says, and Yixing knows it's true.