http://doctoggy.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] doctoggy.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] writetomyheart2015-09-21 07:32 pm

[Team Four] Horizon

This is a part of my ABCZ bar AU. I will edit the post with links later, when i am not in a train in the middle of no where with wifi signals. Between vacation and Blast things are crazy. But have some Tottsu POV.

Sorry it is so short.
And rushed.
But its something?








The horizon had never seemed to far away.

Rather, the star on the horizon.

The horizon was not something that he had ever paid much attention to. It was just a place in the distance, it never changed. Well it always changed, but the distance to the horizon was always the same. It was unattainable distance, with an ever changing view. He had never wanted to reach the horizon, it had always been something that he was OK with being out of reach. The stars in the distance, they were there to guide him. He was OK following it, OK with it being a constant.

Things had been changing.

The constant things in his universe weren't as constant as he would have hoped.

Tottsu wasn't certain, but he might miss the brightness of Hasshi's smile at the end of a song set, miss his cheers, loudest of them all even though he was farthest from the stage.

In some ways Hasshi had been a constant, a star that was in the distance on the horizon.

He just had not realized it.

But that was before.... now, he had something that he wanted, a purpose to chance that dream in the distance, to run for the horizon with all of his might, but as he watched Hasshi leave the venue, two of his friends, Snowmen or something like that, pressed tight against his sides, their arms around him, Tottsu wasn't sure if the star on the horizon was attainable. And from the way Kitayama was avoiding him, the man knew much more than he was letting on.


He would need to get to the bottom of this, and from the look that he caught Fujigaya sending Kawai, there was quite a lot to get going on that he was not aware of.

But he was a patient man. He would figure out this mystery.


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