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writetomyheart2016-01-29 01:45 pm
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[team two] hourglass
Some Seho!AU!love stuff.
He's making precious memories already even though it's been only a few weeks since they had met for the first time. And despite being able to make them, all those memories will soon only be nothing more than fuzzy memories from the time they had spent together, Junmyeon knows that in every sense of the world.
Junmyeon also knows he'll be the only one remembering, making memories and keeping everything inside his heart. Sehun obviously doesn't want to.
The truth is, Sehun is like a wild animal, impossible to capture and predict what's going on in his mind. Sehun is nothing that he had been looking for, yet coevally Sehun is everything Junmyeon had ever been craving for.
They had met through Junmyeon's friend who is rich, spoiled and the apple of his parents' eye, and this friend had arranged a party for other people who are equally rich, spoiled and apples of their parents' eyes. Sehun had approached Junmyeon first and Junmyeon couldn't have believed such a gorgeous man like Sehun would ever even pay a slightest attention to him more than once during his life time.
But Sehun had followed Junmyeon's every movement under his dark brows while sitting on the edge of a very expensive looking sofa, and later that night he had companied Junmyeon by the bar counter and whispered right into his ear: ”Expect a booty call soon if you decide to disappear from here before me.”
It had been lame and dowdy, a line coming straight from some desperate guy wanting to sleep with some attractive girl, but Junmyeon had shivered as Sehun's mouth had been way too close to his left ear and his low voice had tickled every cell in his ear canal. And Junmyeon had been easy, so incredibly easy, because he hadn’t hesitated even a second when Sehun had handed out his cell phone for Junmyeon to save his own number into it.
On the next day Junmyeon had taken Sehun to a very expensive restaurant serving world famous dim sums and champagne. Champagne doesn’t go well with dim sums, in fact it tastes horrible, but Sehun had persisted them ordering the most expensive champagne they could find from the menu, and because he had read the restaurant is famous for its dim sums they would damn sure order those stupid dim sums. And because Junmyeon couldn’t say no to Sehun they had enjoyed champagne and dim sums, and it had been Junmyeon who had paid everything because Sehun had simply tossed the bill into Junmyeon’s direction once the waitress had brought it for them. Somewhere deep in his mind Junmyeon had started considering the option Sehun had wanted to go out with him only for the money.
As they had been done with the dinner Junmyeon had taken Sehun to his home because his parents had once again been away, and all he could even now say is only how the sex had been mind-blowing. And even later it hadn’t stopped being amazing because Sehun is passionate, wild and always ready to try new things, following the philosophy called ‘the kinkier the better’. After several encounters which involved mainly sex, alcohol and expensive places Junmyeon had started realizing maybe Sehun indeed wants to spend time with him only for the money and sex.
At first they hadn’t talked that much, only during their dinner times and maybe during the afterglow of sex as they had been too tired to move, every muscle hurting but the utter satisfaction filling them up. However, things had started changing at some point.
As they had slowly started talking and had got to know each other Junmyeon had started noticing how in a very peculiar way they are similar yet so different, and in a very unusual degree that combination makes them so fitting together. Both of them enjoy the luxury life as they are more than used to that and their parents claim they care for them while in reality they don’t even know their children’s favourite kind of colors or what’s the name of their child’s best friend. The weird sadness had been glowing in Sehun’s eyes as he had talked about the strained relationship with his family, how he doesn’t believe they truly love him, how they had made him not to believe in love and care, and Junmyeon understands him better than ever. Slowly Junmyeon has started realizing how smart and thoughtful Sehun is, and sometimes Junmyeon catches himself thinking Sehun could be that kind of a person he could fall madly in love with.
But the difference between Sehun and Junmyeon is that when Sehun asks, Junmyeon gives. When Sehun decides, Junmyeon follows. And that’s the forever gap between them. But even bigger problem is the lack of time, something that they couldn’t control even if they want to.
Junmyeon’s parents had decided it, maybe planned everything before he and his older brother had even been born. Junmyeon’s brother had been sent to the University in the United States a few years back and Junmyeon hadn’t even bothered pretending he was surprised as his parents had revealed they had got him a place from the University of Georgia. In reality that’s probably only one of their cunning plot to get rid of them, being able to concentrate on their own lives and maybe helping them to forget they even had kids in the first place. Of course they keep saying Junmyeon and his brother are their pride, the ones who are making them feel successful, but Junmyeon only sees the whole children talk for his parents as another sneaky way to talk about themselves, not about their children.
Junmyeon and Sehun had started going out quickly in a regular pace although both of them had known more than well in the back of their minds how it could only last for a couple of months because Junmyeon had told about the University plans during their first date. How after summer Junmyeon would go away, far away, somewhere across the oceans with a different time zone, and as Junmyeon had been the one bringing it up he had assured Sehun their thing would last only the remaining time he'd stay in Korea. Sehun had looked satisfied, saying he’s not looking for any relationship anyway so the arrangement fits him perfectly.
Junmyeon can't believe Sehun had actually once said he likes listening to Junmyeon. Things Junmyeon still can't believe; Sehun would actually like to listen to him while Junmyeon’s mouth is moving and he's saying all the possible foolish things. But maybe Sehun says those things because that would only mean one more bottle of champagne and one more long car ride with Junmyeon’s brand new shiny Lamborghini. It’s easy for Sehun to keep Junmyeon in his leash for the time-being before he has to put energy for finding a new guy after Junmyeon is gone. Sehun can easily enjoy the easy luxury while Junmyeon is still around because Junmyeon can’t say no, Junmyeon’s not the type to say no.
Junmyeon watches Sehun, feeling the heaviness of the words on the tip of his tongue and he can’t say it aloud. Sehun wants him for the money and only for this summer, Junmyeon’s just a fixed-term contract and nothing else.
Little does Junmyeon know because there are times when Sehun stays awake while Junmyeon is already asleep. And there are times when Sehun surveys Junmyeon with a gentleness he rarely shows in his face and then he whispers: “Don’t go.”
But only the walls could hear that.
Then Sehun feels something heavy and pressing against his chest as he sees it all so clear how Junmyeon wants him only for the sex and Sehun gives that because that’s the only way he can keep Junmyeon his and only his until the other would be gone.
If it was a fairy tale Sehun would maybe describe the feeling inside him as love. But Junmyeon’s not in love with him so Sehun shakes the thought off.
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hunhunya, you're up!
He's making precious memories already even though it's been only a few weeks since they had met for the first time. And despite being able to make them, all those memories will soon only be nothing more than fuzzy memories from the time they had spent together, Junmyeon knows that in every sense of the world.
Junmyeon also knows he'll be the only one remembering, making memories and keeping everything inside his heart. Sehun obviously doesn't want to.
The truth is, Sehun is like a wild animal, impossible to capture and predict what's going on in his mind. Sehun is nothing that he had been looking for, yet coevally Sehun is everything Junmyeon had ever been craving for.
They had met through Junmyeon's friend who is rich, spoiled and the apple of his parents' eye, and this friend had arranged a party for other people who are equally rich, spoiled and apples of their parents' eyes. Sehun had approached Junmyeon first and Junmyeon couldn't have believed such a gorgeous man like Sehun would ever even pay a slightest attention to him more than once during his life time.
But Sehun had followed Junmyeon's every movement under his dark brows while sitting on the edge of a very expensive looking sofa, and later that night he had companied Junmyeon by the bar counter and whispered right into his ear: ”Expect a booty call soon if you decide to disappear from here before me.”
It had been lame and dowdy, a line coming straight from some desperate guy wanting to sleep with some attractive girl, but Junmyeon had shivered as Sehun's mouth had been way too close to his left ear and his low voice had tickled every cell in his ear canal. And Junmyeon had been easy, so incredibly easy, because he hadn’t hesitated even a second when Sehun had handed out his cell phone for Junmyeon to save his own number into it.
On the next day Junmyeon had taken Sehun to a very expensive restaurant serving world famous dim sums and champagne. Champagne doesn’t go well with dim sums, in fact it tastes horrible, but Sehun had persisted them ordering the most expensive champagne they could find from the menu, and because he had read the restaurant is famous for its dim sums they would damn sure order those stupid dim sums. And because Junmyeon couldn’t say no to Sehun they had enjoyed champagne and dim sums, and it had been Junmyeon who had paid everything because Sehun had simply tossed the bill into Junmyeon’s direction once the waitress had brought it for them. Somewhere deep in his mind Junmyeon had started considering the option Sehun had wanted to go out with him only for the money.
As they had been done with the dinner Junmyeon had taken Sehun to his home because his parents had once again been away, and all he could even now say is only how the sex had been mind-blowing. And even later it hadn’t stopped being amazing because Sehun is passionate, wild and always ready to try new things, following the philosophy called ‘the kinkier the better’. After several encounters which involved mainly sex, alcohol and expensive places Junmyeon had started realizing maybe Sehun indeed wants to spend time with him only for the money and sex.
At first they hadn’t talked that much, only during their dinner times and maybe during the afterglow of sex as they had been too tired to move, every muscle hurting but the utter satisfaction filling them up. However, things had started changing at some point.
As they had slowly started talking and had got to know each other Junmyeon had started noticing how in a very peculiar way they are similar yet so different, and in a very unusual degree that combination makes them so fitting together. Both of them enjoy the luxury life as they are more than used to that and their parents claim they care for them while in reality they don’t even know their children’s favourite kind of colors or what’s the name of their child’s best friend. The weird sadness had been glowing in Sehun’s eyes as he had talked about the strained relationship with his family, how he doesn’t believe they truly love him, how they had made him not to believe in love and care, and Junmyeon understands him better than ever. Slowly Junmyeon has started realizing how smart and thoughtful Sehun is, and sometimes Junmyeon catches himself thinking Sehun could be that kind of a person he could fall madly in love with.
But the difference between Sehun and Junmyeon is that when Sehun asks, Junmyeon gives. When Sehun decides, Junmyeon follows. And that’s the forever gap between them. But even bigger problem is the lack of time, something that they couldn’t control even if they want to.
Junmyeon’s parents had decided it, maybe planned everything before he and his older brother had even been born. Junmyeon’s brother had been sent to the University in the United States a few years back and Junmyeon hadn’t even bothered pretending he was surprised as his parents had revealed they had got him a place from the University of Georgia. In reality that’s probably only one of their cunning plot to get rid of them, being able to concentrate on their own lives and maybe helping them to forget they even had kids in the first place. Of course they keep saying Junmyeon and his brother are their pride, the ones who are making them feel successful, but Junmyeon only sees the whole children talk for his parents as another sneaky way to talk about themselves, not about their children.
Junmyeon and Sehun had started going out quickly in a regular pace although both of them had known more than well in the back of their minds how it could only last for a couple of months because Junmyeon had told about the University plans during their first date. How after summer Junmyeon would go away, far away, somewhere across the oceans with a different time zone, and as Junmyeon had been the one bringing it up he had assured Sehun their thing would last only the remaining time he'd stay in Korea. Sehun had looked satisfied, saying he’s not looking for any relationship anyway so the arrangement fits him perfectly.
Junmyeon can't believe Sehun had actually once said he likes listening to Junmyeon. Things Junmyeon still can't believe; Sehun would actually like to listen to him while Junmyeon’s mouth is moving and he's saying all the possible foolish things. But maybe Sehun says those things because that would only mean one more bottle of champagne and one more long car ride with Junmyeon’s brand new shiny Lamborghini. It’s easy for Sehun to keep Junmyeon in his leash for the time-being before he has to put energy for finding a new guy after Junmyeon is gone. Sehun can easily enjoy the easy luxury while Junmyeon is still around because Junmyeon can’t say no, Junmyeon’s not the type to say no.
Junmyeon watches Sehun, feeling the heaviness of the words on the tip of his tongue and he can’t say it aloud. Sehun wants him for the money and only for this summer, Junmyeon’s just a fixed-term contract and nothing else.
Little does Junmyeon know because there are times when Sehun stays awake while Junmyeon is already asleep. And there are times when Sehun surveys Junmyeon with a gentleness he rarely shows in his face and then he whispers: “Don’t go.”
But only the walls could hear that.
Then Sehun feels something heavy and pressing against his chest as he sees it all so clear how Junmyeon wants him only for the sex and Sehun gives that because that’s the only way he can keep Junmyeon his and only his until the other would be gone.
If it was a fairy tale Sehun would maybe describe the feeling inside him as love. But Junmyeon’s not in love with him so Sehun shakes the thought off.
hunhunya, you're up!
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first of all, omg it was so easy to imagine these two in this rich kids!au setting, they are both perfect for it 8D i could see them both being super super handsome in their crazy expensive suits and drinking champange and omg, suho's laborghini OF COURSE XD but omg, this was perfect for them and they were perfect for it *__*
ahh, at first while reading i was trying to guess/figure out what the deal between them was, because sehun seemed just like the person suho was thinking, rich and spoiled and in just for the money and sex and awwww how suho was so attached to sehun from the beginning but still kept having those doubts all the time :(
sehun and his cold relationship with he parents :(( and suho, too :(((
Sehun could be that kind of a person he could fall madly in love with I THINK HE IS ALREADY MADLY IN LOVE WITH HIMMMMMM
.......but of course suho will have to go away. OF COURSE. NOOO WHYY T_T stupid parents, he should object them and do whatever the fuck he wants. awww, suho's thoughts about sehun are so sad and depressing, poor thing.
...BUT THE ENDING GDI, hi that kind of hurt deep in my heart omg.
“Don’t go.” nnoooOOOOOOOO SAY IT OUT LOUD YOU IDIOT, waaah at first i was like poor suho and now i'm like POOR SEHUN, omg but they should just open their mouths and talk but of course that isn't easy and both of them are doubting and assuming so much but noooooooo this really made my heart hurt ;;A;; suho can't go awayyyyy and leave sehun and forever think that he didn't care about him at all. i was sad at first but then this all made me kinda furious as well lmao. ALL THE FEELINGS. SEHOOO 8( </3 thank you for writing this! and now i challenge you to write HAPPY SEHO next, can you do that?? XD<3